Happy Zoda

just for 'you'

2009-10-24T11:00:00.003+07:00

India Arie - Can I walk with you
(click for the video)

I woke up this morning you were the first thing on my mind
I don't know where it came from all I know is I need you in my life
You make me feel like I can be a better woman
If you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place

Chorus
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend till the end
Can I walk with you through your life

You've got me wondering if you know that I am wondering about you
The feeling is so strong that I can't imagine you're not feeling it too
You've known me long enough to trust that I want what's best for you
If you wanna be happy then I am the one that you should give your heart to

Chorus

Now everyday ain't gonna be, like the summer's day
Being in love for real it ain't like a movie screen
But I can tell you all the drama aside you and I can find what the worlds been
looking for forever friendship and love together

Chorus

Can I walk with you through your life till the day that the world stops turning
Can I walk with you till the day that my heart stops beating
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I walk with you till the end that the birds no longer take flight till the
moon is underwater
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you

This is the moment I've been waiting for
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you

You are everything I've been looking for
Can I walk with you
Creative intellectual
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you as your wife

Ronald goin crazy

2009-06-25T11:41:00.003+07:00

Manohara Fever

2009-06-18T19:22:00.002+07:00

I wish I also being kidnaped by the unknown prince so I can famous instantly like her too..ahahaha...

way to smile

2009-06-18T10:56:00.003+07:00

Found new blog that makes me smile!!

enjoy it!!

2009-06-18T10:42:00.002+07:00

Kepada kamu,
Dengan penuh kebencian.

Aku benci jatuh cinta. Aku benci merasa senang bertemu lagi dengan kamu, tersenyum malu-malu, dan menebak-nebak, selalu menebak-nebak. Aku benci deg-degan menunggu kamu online. Dan di saat kamu muncul, aku akan tiduran tengkurap, bantal di bawah dagu, lalu berpikir, tersenyum, dan berusaha mencari kalimat-kalimat lucu agar kamu, di seberang sana, bisa tertawa. Karena, kata orang, cara mudah membuat orang suka denganmu adalah dengan membuatnya tertawa. Mudah-mudahan itu benar.

Aku benci terkejut melihat SMS kamu nongol di inbox-ku dan aku benci kenapa aku harus memakan waktu begitu lama untuk membalasnya, menghapusnya, memikirkan kata demi kata. Aku benci ketika jatuh cinta, semua detail yang aku ucapkan, katakan, kirimkan, tuliskan ke kamu menjadi penting, seolah-olah harus tanpa cacat, atau aku bisa jadi kehilangan kamu. Aku benci harus berada dalam posisi seperti itu. Tapi, aku tidak bisa menawar, ya?

Aku benci harus menerjemahkan isyarat-isyarat kamu itu. Apakah pertanyaan kamu itu sekadar pancingan atau retorika atau pertanyaan biasa yang aku salah artikan dengan penuh percaya diri? Apakah kepalamu yang kamu senderkan di bahuku kemarin hanya gesture biasa, atau ada maksud lain, atau aku yang-sekali lagi-salah mengartikan dengan penuh percaya diri?

Aku benci harus memikirkan kamu sebelum tidur dan merasakan sesuatu yang bergerak dari dalam dada, menjalar ke sekujur tubuh, dan aku merasa pasrah, gelisah. Aku benci untuk berpikir aku bisa begini terus semalaman, tanpa harus tidur. Cukup begini saja.

Aku benci ketika kamu menempelkan kepalamu ke sisi kepalaku, saat kamu mencoba untuk melihat sesuatu di handycam yang sedang aku pegang. Oh, aku benci kenapa ketika kepala kita bersentuhan, aku tidak bernapas, aku merasa canggung, aku ingin berlari jauh. Aku benci aku harus sadar atas semua kecanggungan itu…, tapi tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa.

Aku benci ketika logika aku bersuara dan mengingatkan, “Hey! Ini hanya ketertarikan fisik semata, pada akhirnya kamu akan tahu, kalian berdua tidak punya anything in common,” harus dimentahkan oleh hati yang berkata, “Jangan hiraukan logikamu.”

Aku benci harus mencari-cari kesalahan kecil yang ada di dalam diri kamu. Kesalahan yang secara desperate aku cari dengan paksa karena aku benci untuk tahu bahwa kamu bisa saja sempurna, kamu bisa saja tanpa cela, dan aku, bisa saja benar-benar jatuh hati kepadamu.

Aku benci jatuh cinta, terutama kepada kamu. Demi Tuhan, aku benci jatuh cinta kepada kamu. Karena, di dalam perasaan menggebu-gebu ini; di balik semua rasa kangen, takut, canggung, yang bergumul di dalam dan meletup pelan-pelan…

aku takut sendirian.

nice word from here..makes me feel mellow in this afternoon

you just like a 'tattoo'

2009-06-14T10:10:00.003+07:00

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my head in the fire, sooner or later, I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing’s broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done.
Live every second like it was my last one.
Don’t look back got a new direction.
I loved you once needed protection.
You’re still a part of everything I do.
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo.

Just like a tatto

I’ll always have you

Sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking times
When I looked in the mirror, didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think I could stop
Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothing is broken

No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

I’ll always have you

If I live every moment,
It won’t change any moment,
It’s still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothing is broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction (don’t look back)
I love you once needed protection (no no)
Still a part of everything I do
You’ll still in my heart just like a tattoo

Can’t waste time so give it a moment (I can’t waste time)
I realized nothing is broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done (No need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at a new direction (don’t you ever look back)
I love you once and I needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do

You’ll still in my heart

just like a tattoo

just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

Pregnant ?? Hell no!!

2009-06-08T21:55:00.003+07:00

Malem ini mendadak ibu sakit, badannya panas tinggi. FYI ibu itu nenek gw yg udah 65thn. Akhirnya gw anter ke Rumah Sakit Medika Permata deket rumah. Ternyata disuruh rontgen ama dokter. Ada pertanyaan aneh di situ..

Ibu udah stand by dengan pose mw di foto.
Suster = "maaf mbak, apakah mbaknya sedang hamil???"
gue = bengong bentar sambil megang perut "Nggak!!" (Do I look like pregnant woman??!!)
Suster = "kalo ibunya hamil?"
gue = mikir lagi... "ya nggak!!" (gokil lo!! nenek2 gt!! masa' hamil?! hahaha)

emang muka gw tampak setua itu ya?! sampe ditanya lagi hamil apa nggk?! huuufff...hoahahha..anyway get well soon ya bu!! love ya

Hungry to the max!!!!

2009-06-07T13:39:00.006+07:00

This is the Appetizer......

Chawan Mushi

And then Main courses....

Nabeyaki Udon

Ramen Noodle Beppu Menkan

Sirloin Steak with french Fries

The Last is The dessert...

Perfect food for this afternoon!!! yummmyyyy!!!

Vintage Poster

2009-06-04T10:09:00.005+07:00

freaky shoes

2009-05-21T14:38:00.008+07:00

I've just got this pict from someone's blog. Quite interesting...so enjoy it !!!

still confuse with wat kind of shoes do u want to buy or make eh?? I dont think so...hehehe

mocassin fever

2009-05-17T11:54:00.012+07:00

I want to go to shoe maker to make one, but I have no idea what its look like. So I browsing and voila!!!! those are 6 mocassin shoes models...which one I decided to make??? stiil need brainstorming with my friend..

Nighty nite

2009-05-12T22:19:00.003+07:00

just me and my busy mind still stick in my head with
all problems in my life blend it with pain in my back...ouuchhh....

I thought I just need sleep...
goodnite then...

Cake I dont wanna eat

2009-05-07T21:49:00.007+07:00

ahhh...so disgusting!!! ahahha...just a joke

Scary or not?

2009-05-07T10:24:00.003+07:00

All these heels scary except the red one, so hot :) ...its taken from Christian Dior took a tribal turn at Paris Fashion Week. Look at those heels, they twisted the heels into an african statue look a like.hihihi...But still a bunch of love with the platform

guys...help me!!

2009-05-06T20:55:00.001+07:00

hmmm...I still dont have a clue to change my blog template...wanna seek another template..

need a refresh

2009-04-29T21:13:00.001+07:00

MY BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!
lagi mw cari template yg ahoooy nihh....hehehe...sorry ya kalo agak2 berantakan... --"

Dont cha miss Pussy Cat Dolls concert !!

2009-04-29T20:58:00.003+07:00

I'm sooooo exciting that they will come to Jakarta!! hehehe...must see the concert!! OMG!!! hahahaha...kata temen gw ada harga early bird dari tgl 2 - 9 Mei!!! festivalnya Rp. 495.000. Konsernya sendiri kabarnya bakal di adain bulan Juni nanti...mudah2an beneran dateng1! woohooo...it seems like another best concert!!!

Sunset in Anyer

2009-04-26T21:44:00.002+07:00

Jarang - jarang loh bisa liat sunset dengan cuaca yg bersih bgt di Anyer!! I'm so Lucky that evening... Sayangnya gw cm sendirian. Keluarga gw pada males keluar hotel.

Finally found it!!

2009-04-26T20:54:00.009+07:00

Di post sebelomnya gw emg lg nyari leather jacket..Finaly I found it!!! nemu nyempil gt di butik daerah ambassador!! hehehe...well bukan bahan kulit sih..tp seperti 'kulit' n lebih adem pula!! Bahan parasut gtu. Trus harganya jg bersahabat!! langsung deh gw bawa ke kasir...
kbtulan ada acara mw ktemuan ama temen - temen lama. So, langsung dicoba deh.....

And I wear it with this...

btw, acara ketemuannya seruuu bgt soalnya ada Satrio. Dia jarang bgt ke Indonesia n gw dah lamaaa bgt g ketemu dia. Terakhir pas SMP!!!! Parah!! and it's really unforgateable evening..hohoho

'Heaven' on earth

2009-04-23T19:11:00.006+07:00

Apa yang pertama kali terbayang di otak begitu liat 2 gambar diatas?! kalo buat gw sih...The most perfect holiday Place and it's called HEAVEN...dari kecil gw tergila - gila ama pantai, pantai, dan pantai. Tiap kali nyokap ngjak liburan ke puncak gw maleeess bgt dan lebih pgn ke pantai. oh iya FYI itu pantai di kepulauan Karibia. Gorgeus, isn'it? sekarang gmna dengan pantai yang ada di jakarta.............

zzzzz....ga ada bagus - bagusnya sama sekali. Yaahh mw gmn lagi!? Lahan dah ga ada. Jakarta terlalu sempit. Jadinya di uruk deh pantainya..But I still like Beach!! dream place for holiday and honeymoon!! hehehhe

Black Always the best!!

2009-04-22T21:35:00.004+07:00

at Christian Lacroix

Why they are so skinny? I dont like their body, although I'm skinny too..btw their face like a twins right?? :) but fabolous!! I mean their style, Jacket, Black and specially THE GLADIATOR HEELS!! so sexy...

So Cute..

2009-04-21T21:49:00.008+07:00

Ahhhh..Soooo cute!! I LOVE Baby soo much!!
I wish someday I have one too!!
hehehehe....

Mencari Jati diri

2009-04-20T22:12:00.003+07:00

Obrolan gw dengan Edo, adek gw yang cowo sore tadi...

Yusi : "Do lo kan lagi libur seminggu, mending lo les nyetir mobil deh!! kan di depan rumah ada tuh!"
Edo : "Nggak ah males gw!"
Yusi : "Lah napa?"
Edo : "Gw lagi mw diem dirumah aja. Gw mw mencari jati diri gw....."
Yusi : "........"
Edo : "........................................."

wat da??? ahahahha...maxudnya mencari jati diri apa seh? gw jadi speechles!! hyahaha...
dasar anak ABG jaman sekarang!! aneh - aneh aja...

sedikit renungan

2009-04-17T22:06:00.005+07:00

Sekarang kan lagi marak bgt tuh stasiun tv pada bikin reality show dengan berbagai tema yang kalo menurut gw itu cuma rekayasa belaka. Tapi gw rasa yg satu ini nggk deh... Tadi sore jam setengah 5 gw nntn di RCTI reality show bedah rumah.
Di acara itu seperti biasa si pembawa acara akan ngedatangin org yang kurang mampu yg kira- kira rumahnya memang harus di rombak. Untuk episode kali ini, menurut gw rumah org tsb bener2 harus di retouch. Secara yang tinggal disitu nenek - nenek sama anaknya dengan rumah yang berlantai tanah n dinding triplek kayu. Sedih bgt ngeliatnya.

Singkatnya rumah nenek jadi baguuus bgt di rombak tim bedah rumah. Eh si nenek langsung nangis bahagia, terus anaknya jatoh pingsan. Pas masuk kerumah barunya, si nenek ga berenti2 bilang terima kasih ke pembawa acara (Ratna Listy yah namanya agak lupa jg gw)

wow...gw bener - bener kagum n ikutan nagis!! huhahaha..
bikin gw tersadar klo kadang selama ini gw kurang berterima kasih atas apa yg Allah dah berikan ke gw. Yah yg namanya manusia pasti selalu merasa tidak puas!! setuju tidak??(kata guru ekonomi gw pas SMP!! hehehe)

"selalu bersyukur atas apa yang Allah SWT kasih ke kita karena kita ga tau kapan semua itu di ambil balik olehNya "

I hate 'her'

2009-04-12T14:46:00.002+07:00

"dont trust anybody, but yourself !!"

stupidooooo

2009-04-10T22:30:00.010+07:00

Hari ini gw bener - bener dodol...
jadi ceritanya gw mw pergi ama razi dan berniat mw pake BODY LOTION di mobil. Gw ambil tuh botol 'BODY LOTION' yang ada di meja rias gw terus langsung masukkin ke tas..

pas di mobil gw pake lah 'BODY LOTION' itu. Perasaan gw kok licin bgt yah di tangan gw n lamaa bgt keringnya. Tapi ya cuek aja..

gw ngobrol - ngobrol n so on...nggak berapa lama gw liat lagi tuh botol..u know wat?? ternyata itu bukan 'BODY LOTION'!!! tapi HAIR CONDITIONER !!! ahaha...emangnya gw mw keramasin tuh bulu2 di tangan gw?? ahaha...pinter abis lo yus!! Langsung gw ngakak n bilang ama razi, eh dya malah ikutan ngakak!! sial --"

pantesan tangan gw jadi liciiinnn bgt. Gw salah ambil ternyata abisnya bentuk botol, wangi ama cairannya samaa banget ama BODY LOTION yg gw maxud..

ini HAIR CONDITIONER

ini BODY LOTION (ini yg harusnya gw pake!!)

mirip bgt kan botolnya!! ahahaha...dodol bgt dah!!

Quotes of the day :
teliti sebelum mengambil dan memakai sesuatu..

ngahahaha...

Jamiroquai Live concert in Jakarta...

2009-04-09T11:32:00.009+07:00

well, Jaykay kerenn bgt!! heboh!! konsernya seruuu bgt...tapi klo gw bilang penontonnya ga gt rame, karena hall g keisi penuh..

yang keren dr konser :
1. Jaykay nya lincah abiiisss..ga' cape2 yak tu org?
2. sound system two thumbs up deh!! bass kerasaa abis..rok gw ampe geter
3. Tempatnya baguuss bgt. lebih besar daripada di JCC
4. Lightning so so laah
5. Background panggung keren, nampilin vidio2 klipnya jamiroquai.

not good from concert :
1. Jaykay kurang komunikasi ama penonton
2. durasi lagu kadang2 lamaaa bgt, jd kadang ngerasa bosen di satu lagu.
3. Panitianya kurang koordinasi, jadi penonton yg di F bisa tiba - tiba langsung pada nerobos ke row D n row yg ada di bawahnya...rusuh abis!!
3. Gw keabisan kaos jamiroquai!! huaaaa...padahal pgn bgt T_T
4. Tempatnya jauh di sentul dan karna itu jam pulang kantor, jdtrafficnya bener2 padeeettt bgt
5. Ga semua lagu di nyanyiin, termasuk VIRTUAL INSANITY...gosh!! padahal gw dah nunggu2 bgt tu lagu

Jaykay said that he will come into jakarta again next year!! dya sendiri yg bilang di panggung. Prediksi gw di JavaJazz Fest 2010..nntn lg ahhh

a lot of fun, nice atmosphere, bnyk ketemu temen2 anak binus disana..senaaannngggg

next concert :
COLDPLAY!!

huaaa..gawat ini

2009-04-07T11:45:00.005+07:00

hahaha...tw ga saking gw getol ngerombak blog gw ini, tugas kampus gw terbengkalai T_T
bisnya addict bgt sih bikin blog..

mari kita bikin list tugas - tugas gw :
1. ngerangkum chapter 4 + 5 matkul testing implementation, tulis tgn di kertas folio (Pak Fathur tega nian dikau!!)
2. bikin paper untuk totolan..gosh!!!
3. bikin abstrak untuk paper matkul datawarehouse & datamining
4. bikin abstrak + BAB 1 pendahuluan paper matkul knowledge management
5. bikin tugas dari buku TOEFL

masaoloooohhh bnyk bgt..But I'm lazy to make it!!
hooo semangat!! where are you?????????

Jai ho / my destiny by Pussycat dolls

2009-04-07T09:43:00.002+07:00

Pussycat dolls baru aja bikin vidio klip baru n kabarnya sekaligus soundtrack dari film Slumdog Millionaire..kata tmn2 gw sih bagus filmnya,,,

tp td mlm di channel V gw baru aja liat nih vidio klip..pertama kali gw denger ni lagu agak aneh..apalagi si pussycat dolls joget2 kyk org india gtu! hahaha..tp kok lama - lama lumayan enak juga dan unik soalnya ngegabungin 2 budaya!!

so...wat do u think??

Auucchhh...

2009-04-05T22:49:00.006+07:00

dah 2 minggu berturut - turut gw dapet luka di tangan gw...I've got 2 scracth in my right hand!!!...it's because my baby....let me introduce y..

nih yg bikin tgn gw luka..namanya SELLA..(bukan selly!! hihi XP). ini Kucing persia Himalaya, female, 7 bulanan, lucu bgt, manja, jinak, suka ngejilatin muka. Tapi klo dah liat aer, dya tw klo dya bakal dimandiin. abis deh tgn gw di cakarin..huuuu...

meet my another baby...GUS !! lincah bgt, male, 4 bulanan kira - kira, persian cat, suka bgt ama sesuatu yg bergerak, lovable...klo Gus g takut sama aer, tp klo dah di gendong yg tinggii bgt dya bakal ngeong2 ketakutan n musuhan bgt ama hair dryer....

I LOVE MY BABY...hehehe

wooo hoooo Nicole Scher....

2009-04-05T18:27:00.007+07:00

Date of Birth

29 June 1978, Honolulu, Hawaii, USA

Birth Name

Nicole Elikolani Valiente Prescovia Scherzinger

Nickname

Cola
Elikolani
The Lead Pussycat
Nikki

Height

5' 5" (1.65 m)

Mini Biography

Nicole Scherzinger was born on June 29 in Honolulu, and raised in Louisville, Kentucky. While attending a performing arts high school, she won the Coca-Cola Classic Talent Contest and performed in many plays at The Actors Theatre of Louisville. She then furthered her studies majoring in theater arts at Wright State University before entering the premiere season of the WB's television show, Popstars where she earned a role of lead vocalist in the female pop group "Eden's Crush.

Outside of her work with the Dolls, Nicole recently performed with Japanese superstar, Yoshiki, at the Tokyo International Forum of Japan and had guest appearances on My wife and Kids and Wanda at Large. Nicole also has a single, "Breakfast in Bed" out on Adam Sandler's 50 First Dates soundtrack.

well, I think she is awesome!!!!

She can sing..dancing..have a great body (ngiler gw ngeliat badannya pas di vidio klip pussycat dolls yg "button"!! and I wanna that body!! tp g prnh olahraga --")...all her music stuck on my head..pokoknya u rock lah mbak nicole!! wooohooo

leather jacket where r u????

2009-04-05T17:51:00.004+07:00

I'm desperately looking for leather jacket!!!
dah sebulan ini lah gw nyari2...

yayaya...gw tw tu jaket bnyk bgt di toko2 macem ZARA, TOPSHOP, FOREVER 21...
but...but the price is sooooo insane!!! let say MORE THAN 1 MILLION!!!
kreizi abis...

akhirnya gw cari di beberapa toko online yg selly tunjukin, karena harganya lebih worthy... but it's already SOLD OUT!!

yasud pencarian masih di lanjutkan.....

black is on the mood

2009-02-02T19:06:00.001+07:00

sexy black - by HappyZoda on Polyvore.com

ini salah satu mix n match gw...hope u like it....

high waist skirt

2009-01-31T11:08:00.010+07:00

I really2 love high waist skirt..g tw kenapa..awalnya gara - gara pas sidang, diharuskan pake rok item...akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk coba beli rok high waist...
tapi ternyata high waist skirt dah jaraanngg bgt di toko..

setelah gw muter2 PLAZA SENAYAN..gw liat patung di toko
Sumpah!! keren abis!! but.....harga berkata lain...hahaha
nggak rekomended bgt harganya!! wat daaa....2 million only for skirt really not worthy!!

g berapa lama gw nemu rok jeans high waist di LEVIS..it's sooooo elegant...
kira2 kayak gini, dah gw pake n voilaa....
itu ada 2 pieces..bisa dibuka atasnya jd rok biasa, bukan high waist..n the best one is I've got grade B !!! hahaha...

any way...ada TIPS HOW TO WEAR HIGH WAIST SKIRT :
1. high waist skirt dibawah lutut cocok untuk org yg ingin menyamarkan kaki kecil
2. bisa dipadukan dgn tights or legging warna gelap (nggk disaranin buat yang punya kaki kecil) 3. untuk atasan, tanktop atau kaos polos dah cukup bgt
bisa pake suspender kayak gini
tinggal tambah aksesoris kalung ato bangles ciamik!!
4. kemeja ruffles bisa nambah kesan formal

happy mix n match!! ^^

another begining

2009-01-31T10:52:00.003+07:00

setelah sekian lama menelantarkan blog, akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk rombak total (ga total2 amat sih!!) blog gw yg tak terurus ini..
dengan temaa....
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masih g ada tema sih...*gubrak..!!*
hoahahha...

intinya just enjoy it....